Updates

Yup, breaking the anger hiatus to let you know what's been happening.

I've been back in Cleveland since last Thursday and I already know I'm going to be busy as hell. Tomorrow and Thursday I will be at Kalahari with Stephan, Nikki and Jalapeno, then my friend Dan is also coming home on Thursday so we might be doing stuff with him. I'll be at my dad's for the weekend, baking with Beba, Squirt and my mom on Sunday, then Monday is Christmas Eve already and blah blah blah.

I'll still find time to post stuff during the remainder of my break. I'm not quitting on the 30-day challenge - I'll continue it once I'm able to sit down with Macky and type something meaningful (I'm posting from my phone at the moment).

In other news, I visited my high school on Monday and had an anxiety attack/mental collapse in Stephan's car because I saw Riko in the parking lot and knew he would turn me away if I tried to talk to him.

Ugh.

My friends said they were actually waiting for it to happen and that it was okay, but it was really ridiculously embarrassing. They said I should write a letter to him, but I know he won't read it. So since I had to delete the 30-day post about my future, I'll replace it with the "letter to my ex" one that I originally chose not to do. Turns out there are things that need to be said after all. I'll do that one last.

If I don't post anything else before Christmas, I hope you all have a good holiday. God bless.