Well This is Depressing...

Everything has just been a downward spiral lately.

Let's list it out, shall we?

• People still piss me off.

• I'm still getting criticized for everything I like/say/do.

•  My ex doesn't want to make peace with me. Who could blame him? I wouldn't make peace with a life-ruining bitch like me either. Who cares if he was one of mt best friends for two fucking years? It doesn't matter, right?

• That plan to lose weight? Nope. Gained 5 pounds.

I don't know. It just feels like I can't be happy with what I do anymore. Everything you do is wrong, Al. Every fucking thing that you take pleasure in is wrong. People don't want to talk to you or be friends with you anymore because of the things you like and the things you do. You're a bitch, Al. He doesn't love you anymore; he doesn't even want to be friends with you anymore.

Nobody loves you anymore. Who would want to love you, anyway? You're such a bitch to the point where you ruin lives. Good luck finding someone who will ever love you like that again.

Well, this was fun, wasn't it?

Even my counselor will think I'm fucked up after this.