Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Things I Feel Strongly About (Day 2/30)

Something I feel strongly about....hmm....this is hard. I feel strongly about a lot of shit.

At my house, a lot of shit I feel strongly about would probably get me disowned. Like how I think that if you truly love someone with all your heart, you should marry them Gender be damned. Everyone has a right to be happy.

I feel that everyone should be themselves. I'm going to get bitched at for this, but my family always wants everyone to look a certain way, believe in certain things, and behave a certain way. So basically, if I do what I want and get a Minnie Mouse tattoo or a nose piercing or keep turning down contacts or wait another year or so to learn how to drive, I'll get chastised for it. Hell, my grandmother told me I would be the disappointment of the family if I got a tattoo. Like really?

I believe that the Big Guy upstairs has a plan. I know there's a specific reason why I'm with my family. There's a specific reason why I went out with Riko for two years, there's a specific reason why I have the friends I have today, and there's a specific reason why I'm here. I just have to figure that out. It might take me another 18 years or even 80, but there will be answers. I'm sure of it.

I feel that the bonds of friendship are just as strong as familial bonds. I'm not going to lie, without the friends I made throughout my life, I would probably locked in a nut house or even six feet under. And I've lost a lot friends thoughout my life too, and every day I regret it.

I have too many feels. Like really. It's ridiculous. And I'm counting down the minutes until I get bitched at or lectured by my extremely opinionated friends who read this, but the prompt said "things I feel strongly about".

So suck it. That's how I feel.

(Also, I think pointless rambling is a great start to improving your writing skills.)

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